Breaking the Wake

Breaking The Wake

SUMMER 2004 POEMS

Breaking The Wake
Written June 26th 2004
Jade C Bell

I turned on the radio
the broadcast of the past
was never meant to last
so I am breaking the wake
breaking the wake
i've toned into a higher frequency
of positive energy
starting at station zero
as I detach
myself from the current
that washes over me
trying to pull me back
in to that black of the wake
& I just become an observer
in the silence
as I lye awake
turning the dial I smile
because I am on a new level of consciousness
inspiration in motion
with no regrets
nor shame or anger
with no reason to complain
that I remain fettered
I have no fear or doubts riding
on my conscious thought train
with no secrets
and no addictions
I have to hide
this time I am swimming
in a different direction
with god at my side
with the power of intention
as the god inside
who keeps me far above
from ever sinking
within these rising tides
because each ripple turns in to waves
endless streams that you might bleed
verses that the universe reads
& gets manifested by energy
& what you give you get back
so don't let negative energy disempower
the beauty in a flower
& let your love spread
it will be read
& it ripples in the highest frequencies
in the creativity & passions
within the breeze & the seas
energy that saves
& its at my will
to surrender
& just keep still
in this god blessed sanctuary
of serenity & silence
the only time I am in touch
with the god within me
my patients is infinite
because I no at times
I am a hostage of my ego
at present I am doing my best
to just let it rest
but knowing its my test
is knowing
one day I might see
& its all right
because its given me time to find peace of mind
by embracing my wake
& just letting it go
being blind
not afraid to look behind
& facing my mistakes
has given me a more in depth perception
of who I really am
giving me insight
while shedding some light
on who I have become
but staring
in the reflections
in a thousand mirrors
within my silent tears
has blinded me all these years
& has crippled my heeling
as I sat in this chair
in the bottomless pit
of despair getting no where
disempowering
my levels of frequencies
but not a tear to stain my cheek
no I wont let my self pity
ever weaken me again
because I’m able to see much clearer
7 years of writing in the wake
& I begin on a planet
in a universe with no beginning
& no end
where all gods creatures
come from the same seed
with one basic need
that’s love
& god’s unconditional love
is everywhere
he is here out there
to guide his beloved immortal souls
through each walk as a mortal incarnation
if you keep a open heart & except
his light to shine through it
to illuminate his presence
then life will come easy
amongst trying my best
to raise my thought frequency
I am attempting to materialize
& manifest siddiconsciousness
so I can manifest my heeling
starting with my sight
with meditation
& the power of intention
so my dreams don't become stagnant
so one day when I open my blue eyes
I will
not only see the blue skies
but I can focus
in detail on wings of birds
as they gracefully take flight
but the list can go on and on
of the things I wish to see
like my children of oblivion
or I can’t wait to read
wisdom written in words
in books of white pages
& black ink print
or the falling of the sun
over the vast sea
the spectrum of beauty
will multiply in gods eye
in sunsets that open up the dawn
till the eyes of the universe shine
through a cascaded blanket of the constellations
in the blackness of the night
& no one will no its all energy
I mean everything on the planet has energy
It’s just how you look at the stars
& how you utilize yours
when that day comes
in witch I have no doubt in my mind it will
It’s the day I will never forget
the day I make a miracle come true
I will find you & read what i've read to no one
my poem & how it was done
but for now I just have to keep optimistic with no deadlines

the best thing about the future
is that it comes one day at a time
& I will be a host for god
to be blessed
& to bless
in or out of this darkness
in the stillness
of braking the wake
in a spiritual awakening
god bless you